I haven't even spent much time being creative, which would probably help. Every time I sit down to work on something, I end up just shuffling things around or rearranging my supplies. I can't quite focus I guess.
Part of me hates the restless feelings I've had this week. But part of me feels like they are good and necessary to make me revisit priorities and perspective on things. Sometimes it is good to be reminded that some of the things we worry about, truly are not a big deal.
The news of this week has been horrible to watch. I saw one interview with the parents of a girl who was a victim of this weeks brutal attack. It made me want to scoop up my kids and hold them forever. The father said something we all know to be true, but to hear him say it after losing his child was so incredibly heart wrenching. He was encouraging parents to make as many memories as possible with their children, because one day when you least expect it -- it may be all you have. To hear him say that -- in the manner he said it -- made a huge impact on me. I could literally almost feel his pain inside.
Life is short. Time is precious.
I have mentioned before that I lost a baby when I was 20 weeks pregnant several years ago. A friend of ours, had her mom write us a beautiful poem. It is framed and hanging in my room. When I read it, it brings me sadness and comfort at the same time. I thought I'd share it in place of a quote today.
"A Message from Above"
This is for my Mom and Dad, please know that I'm okay,
the Angels held me in their arms and then we flew away.
Sometimes we go our separate ways for reasons that aren't clear,
but just because I left this Earth, please know that I am near.
There's a kingdom up in Heaven where our destiny unfolds,
where the Angels chart a path for us of what our future holds.
In our hearts they planted, deep down within our souls,
the bond we had between us more precious than all gold.
So when the Angels called for me, I didn't hesitate,
for they prepared a place for me just beyond the gates.
And for the heavy heart you feel, this promise I can make,
let go of any bitterness and that will heal your ache.
Please know that I'm in heaven, for me God has a plan,
I'll always be your baby girl, I hope you understand.
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(((((hugs)))))
{{{{{big, big hugs}}}}}
thinking about you today!
Its so touching...i am at loss for words right now, hope you feel better.
What an absolutely beautiful poem...it goes right to your heart.
I hope that your blues go away and that you're cheerfulness returns...you have a loving heart and right now you're feeling all the pain of this week.
I still have a layout that I said "32 months pregnant" instead of weeks...lol...I still need to fix that!
I hope you are feeling some joy and happiness this week. (((((hugs!!))))) Last week was a week of sadness that will never go away for some people. I, too, have been wanting to hug and never let go of my kiddos. Time is precious! Hope you make some happy memories this week!
{{hugs}} rita! i didn't know that you lost a baby. so sorry for your loss! what a beautiful poem tho! thanks for sharing!
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