I am so tired of feeling the blahs! I have been in a funk for almost a week now and it is SO not like me to be this way. I cannot snap out of it.
I have had some good moments -- like the fun afternoon I spent with my two oldest kids yesterday, going to lunch, the library and visiting some very sweet dogs at the animal shelter. Overall though, I am just spent.
I have been getting less sleep than I should -- that's probably not a good thing. My husband and daughter are sick. I feel like I've just been going from one task to the next not really focusing on anything. My house is a disaster, even though I feel like I have been CONSTANTLY picking up and straightening. Everything just feels messy and frustrating these past few days. And I think I am catching whatever bug is in my house (but I am fighting it, let me tell you!)
I cannot even find joy in scrapbooking. I'm not motivated. I was working on a very intense, serious project and decided to switch to something fun and lighthearted. Normally, that would pep me up. It's not working this time.
I 'm not sure how or when this mood will pass. I hate it because I don't want to chat with my scrapping friends online too much and I don't want to call anyone because I feel like I am a big fat downer right now and I hate to be that way. ARRRGH! It's driving me crazy!
(Deep breath!)
On a positive note (can you believe I'm going to say something positive??), I finally, after six long months, got my hair cut today and it feels so good! I used to be a "haircut every five weeks girl" without fail. Somewhere along the way that changed and let me tell you, six months is way too long! I was feeling pretty frumpy. I still do (because of my ridiculous mood!), but the haircut is a start.
So sorry to be a such a downer. I'm hoping tomorrow will be a better, happier and productive day.
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hugs hugs and more hugs to you sweetie!! i know that feeling of BLAH -- as the saying goes, "this too shall pass" so keep your chin up and you will be in my thoughts & prayers
(((((hugs))))) for you hon! I hope that you are feeling better really soon!
hugs rita! i'm happy to lend an ear/shoulder...whatever - if you need to talk to someone. don't feel like you're a downer!! we all have those days and it's nice to have friends that understand and love you regardless of your mood!
Hey Beautiful we all get this way and sometimes the best thing to do is to find some me time and do something you would not normally do, think you are the center of your family and that center needs to be taken care of. Love ya Wanda
Today a haircut, tomorrow a sunny day! Hang in there sweetie! We all have days like this, but I find that the best cure is to chat with someone who will make you laugh!
Go check your email.....
So hoping you are out of the blahs by now!! If not send me a pm and we can chat :)
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