Monday, June 28, 2010

Giving Myself Permission

Halfway through the year and I haven't even blogged.

Several friends will ask me off and on why I haven't been here writing. The truth is I am not really sure.

Maybe it's a mid-life crisis.

Truthfully, I have blogged -- several times -- but I always end up deleting my posts before I publish them. I realized that my posts were all starting to sound like whining and complaining and no one needs to hear me going on and on. I use this blog to vent because I have no where else to do it (with the exception of calling my poor mother or unloading on a couple of my patient friends when I can't hold it in!).

But that's just where I am in my life right now -- a bit lost, very frustrated -- really just feeling stuck. So at least my posts are real -- and my friend Alice says real is okay, so it must be! (right Alice?!?!?)

Maybe I'll give myself permission to blog again -- besides, I have probably lost all my readers by this time and if I vent and get it all out, eventually I can back to blogging the fun stuff too. It's worth a try.

So here I am posting -- and hopefully I will be doing so again very, very soon.